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OW-Birds-Mercy by silverteahouse
My first Overwatch "Project": Birds - Mercy (and Pharah)

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Tiger Lily meaning:
"The traditional white lily is normally associated with death but the tiger lily means wealth..."
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I hope U like it. :aww:
OW-Birds-Pharah by silverteahouse
My first Overwatch "Project": Birds - Pharah (and Mercy)

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Blue Lotus Meaning:
"The blue Lotus is strongly connected with Egyptian culture, and it features in many ancient paintings, and carvings. Perhaps the most well-known role of the blue Lotus flower in Egyptology is set in it’s association with the Sun, the creation, and rebirth."
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I hope U like it. :aww:

I spent a couple of days with looking back on my previous years’ works, on what I’ve managed to create, what I haven’t, whether I’ve made any progression or not, and what kind of changes could I notice in my drawing style. The result of this is the following: my drawing performance is chaotic. :’D

It is not only about the fact that sometimes months fly away between two uploads, but also sometimes I create precise, detailed pics and other times I upload poorly drawn squiggles… It feels like that the pics were drawn by different artists. Alright, we can say that during the breaks when I did not draw anything, I was hit by so many stimuli that have changed my fields of interests, aims (sometimes I came closer to more realistic, picturesque, concept-like style, in other times I felt closer to the comic-like, cartoon-like techniques like shading, inking, etc. …). But still, this is not okay for me, I really want to kick myself in the arse to make myself work harder, push harder, and have a linear, clearly visible progress concerning my style and performance. X”D

I really don’t know what to do with myself. Nowadays I try to create something on a daily basis, I try to improve myself, get to know what I do better, how I can improve my performance the most effectively. This is difficult, because I watch a lot of other artists who inspire me and I try to reach their level of proficiency, and most of the time this only makes me sad because I do not feel that we are on the same level and this weakens the spirit… My friends and colleagues say that I am too hard on myself and I am a maximalist, but I cannot change the way I regard myself.

Alright, there are those times (extremely rarely) when I create something great that even I like without any thinking or using references, a pic that I do not want to throw away after a week passes and I take a look on it again. This time I feel like in heaven, but soon the art block comes and I’m in hell again. X”D I just want to please myself and others with my drawings. But often (very often actually) this is extremely hard… the reason for this might be what others say that I try to meet the needs of others, and I’m preoccupied with what they think of me or my drawings. Or that I compare myself to others instead of trying to walk on my own path. But I do believe that I’m not alone with these issues. 

Okey, enough with my misery, I do hope that soon I can show you something nice and new  :’D

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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Sketchdump April 2016 [Laying poses] to your favorites. I'm glad you like my art :)
tehwatcher Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016
Happy birthday
Battosai16 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Student General Artist
Happy birthday.
Maphisto86 Featured By Owner Edited Mar 8, 2016
Wishing you a happy birthday! :ahoy: :cake: 
spiti84 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
happy birthday :party: :cake: :party: :)
CharmyGirl5 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Student Writer
Happy Birthday!
moonlitinuyasha1985 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016
Happy Birthday! Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D
ImperatorAlric Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016
Happy Birthday! :cake:
MajorasMasks Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Professional Artisan Crafter
Happy birthday!  :ihavecaek: 
mevan83 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016
Happy Birthday
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